The truth about love

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all but lies...

Life Is Beautiful :)

We all need a pantomime to remind us what is real..
I just need to hold my heart and and know what it means..life sure is beautiful...at least..it seems like it..when all the things start falling in place...life sure is beautiful...at least..it seems like it...just like i think* i might have gone through the same phase before..and written the same thing before as well...

Do not misinterpret me...for i am not sane....i take joy and happiness not as a substance,but as an aid for a vision of eternal bliss....not complete,but fuller by the empty side.....tis not a matter of touch n go,but pure and fragrant.....i do not buy into the world just cuz someone else sells it,but for everything sane i could ever possibly find intertwined in it..I take nothing is wrong with the world,for i find joy in the smallest of things...

life sure is beautiful...atleast...it seems like it..

after ignoring all the peeps,dckhds,btchs,mfs,shitmgnts,asclwns and the rest of the craptacular whiners i see...

Life,Sure Is Beautiful !...atleast...it seems like IT ! :)


P.S - i still think nothing is wrong with the world..just try ignoring the line above the line above thish one...scrwed ! ! ;)

I,Me,Myself..

you can tell when *he is* mad at you...u can tell when *he is* not happy with you...u may not know why..but..u can tell that he wants you to change on somethings..i don't know what to change on..

My favorite song :)

I just want to see you,
When you're all alone..
I just want to catch you if I can..
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes..
On your face, it radiates,
I cannot escape,
I love you till the end...

I just want to tell you nothing
You dont want to hear..
All I want is for you to say..
Why dont you just take me
Where Ive never been before,
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end...

I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain,
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you..
When the night puts on its cloak
Im lost for words dont tell me
All I can say,
I love you till the end..



( The Pogues - Love You Till The End)

It sure does STAY* with me forever . .

sometimes we have to run,before we can walk..
its funny how the time cycle works...it goes around like as in a circle..all the things come back at you...you end up where you started at..its funny how the time cycle works...it takes you places...sometimes for your own good..sometimes,it takes to you situations where u cant actually decide if its gonna do any good for you or something else..its funny how the time cycle works...it never does work,it never does go the way you want it to...everytime a new mystery is unraveled,every time,a new obstacle pops up right in front of you,just wen you thought everything was going good...its funny how the time cycle works...you eventually pay for what you may/may not have committed...knowingly or unknowingly..good..or bad...its funny how the time cycle works...its does take you places...

but there's something that is not quite the way with me,the way it is with everyone else...it takes me to the same place..again...& again...everytime,an altogether new approach,a new phase,an new path...a new journey everytime..but the destination..always the same...i wonder why it doesn't work out with the destination being quite my way...destination unknown....

its funny how the time cycle works..

Today is What ?

life is to be lived in the here and now...lets just face it...its the reality..whatever is..is now..whatever isn't,is never now..what is now is now...the past is past...the future will b 2moro's present and today,2moro's past...2moro..wen it will b present,today will b past,so don't think bout it...n wen the day after that,that would b present,so think over it,n hence,2moro would be the past,forget it....live in the present !..hence....quit worrying bout the past and the future...live in the now ! :D

just an update

m down n out of any action for a couple of weeks...had an accident..broke my hand n got my skull smashed...hence...pray for me :D

Knock Knock ?

talking bout exile...

i ws locked up in a room full of darkness...i dont know who did it...i guess i had locked myself up...all the time..frm outside...i dont know how..i guess i dont want to know how...but...through the little gaps of the walls..which separated me frm the outside world..or i made them separate me...frm the outside world..it ws interesting...to see such little ants making holes in walls who hercules cudnt break...it reminded me of the courage i used to possess once upon a time..the courage to fight against those who were wrong...or was it just a thing in my mind..was it me myself who was responsible for all this ?

but i guess...like chess...u cant play both sides..i didnt either...but sometimes i wonder..i cud have been someone else..those thoughts..those dreaded dreams...they wouldnt have been there et all...for life wud have been different then...life...as they say...would have been beautiful..

i had lost my way...i had lost the way i used to be...its not that i am back to whom i am was...but then..i have found the way to be who i was...

i am free but on second thoughts..i dont think i am...r u ?..out of the next 100 ppl around me...i wud probably find..err...none...to b free on a personal level...everyone..including me...v all r bound by boundaries set by the so called 'society'...i cant speak my mind all the time..for if i do..i wud probably banished or thrown away frm the society,made a negative element n boycotted the time till i die or whaa...but then...i wud b free...but..then...freedom comes at a price...i wud prefer to live alone..but then...i cant...why ? ..responsibilities...boundaries...the very same boundaries again...are U Willing to Pay such a price for something as small as you're own Freedom ? :)